written by: C.F. (aka Juggs)
date: Wednesday, Oct. 31, 2001

caught within the swirling of emotions
i stand tall
keeping my fear within these thin walls
not to sound obsurde
but are you listening to my words?
are you even trying?
at times i feel you aren't,
but am I right or am i wrong
to believe in this so strong

should i be further tortured
by not having your love
or should our relationship be cultured
and fly high like a dove
i cannot understand
although i say i can
why can't i float along in life
with you in both hands
with these swirling emotions
why can't i stop the commotions
inside my brain,
inside my heart,
deep into the water i sink
deeper, deeper and deeper.